[identity profile] velvetwhip.livejournal.com posting in [community profile] still_grrr
Title: Disappear
Author: Gabrielle
Rating: FRT/PG
Word Count: 155
Prompt: 019 - Jesse
Characters/Pairing (if any): Willow
Disclaimer: I own nothing. It all belongs to Joss and a bunch of other people who are not now and have never been me.



Disappear


Jesse’s dead.

No crying allowed.

Xander doesn’t cry, so Willow doesn’t cry. She learns. Grief is bad, grief upsets people. No one wants to see you cry. When people die, they disappear. They’re gone and you don’t think about them anymore.

But she does.

Willow and Xander never talk about Jesse. It’s as if it were always just the two of them. She senses Xander pulling away, little things that tell her he’s getting ready for the day when she disappears. She understands Marcie Ross, but that’s one more thing she doesn’t talk about.

At night, sometimes, when she’s alone, she pulls out the pictures of Jesse she has hidden way in the back of her closet, terrified that if it’s known that they are there, then the pictures too will disappear.

Many, many years later, she will understand why one more death made her want to end the world, to make them all disappear.


The End.

Date: 2007-06-23 04:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] skull-theatre.livejournal.com
Yowza!! Very very nice!

Date: 2007-06-23 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lauratd.livejournal.com
Wow, this is painful in a very clean way... the pain behind stoicism.

well done

Date: 2007-06-23 04:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-purrrfect.livejournal.com
~~sniff~~

Wow Hun!

Gr8!

Date: 2007-06-23 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beer-good-foamy.livejournal.com
That was excellent. Depressing ;-) , but excellent. And of course, it's perfectly in character for Xander to simply go into denial.

Date: 2007-06-23 08:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rayruz.livejournal.com
Poor Willow! Very well written

Date: 2007-06-23 09:24 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (Willow_lost)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
Ow! That was painful.

Wonderful drabble, my dear!

Date: 2007-06-23 11:10 pm (UTC)
ext_7165: (sorcerers)
From: [identity profile] alwaysjbj.livejournal.com
I think it's great--you did very well!

Date: 2007-06-24 08:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-wild-iris.livejournal.com
That's very nice. An intelligent idea and beautifully understated.

Date: 2007-06-26 03:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xlivvielockex.livejournal.com
This feels really in character. I could really see Xander going into denial about the whole thing and could see Willow hiding it.

Date: 2007-06-26 04:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dancyer.livejournal.com
Beautiful story. Very much in character for both Willow and Xander.

Date: 2007-06-27 01:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] boy-named-susie.livejournal.com
Absolutely fantastic. I think this is an excellent characterization of Willow and Xander and I liked how you tied it in with later events in the series.

Date: 2007-06-29 09:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selene2.livejournal.com
This was wonderful! I really enjoyed it!

Date: 2007-06-29 06:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] divadea.livejournal.com
Awesome!

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